Have you ever had one of those
days weeks where you feel like the whole world is against you? You walk into a room and feel like no one likes you even if they've never hung out with you? I hope I'm not alone with this feeling cause it's kinda stinky. This whole week I've felt not so great about myself. From teacher's being snappy to "friend" issues. I just feel like no one likes me. I want to be the girl that everyone likes just because she's nice. I'm nice to people. Why can't I be the girl everyone sees and turns to their friend and says "I like Kristen. She's such a sweet person!" Am I being too dramatic? Probably. It's just not worth the worry. So that changes now. There are so many worse things happening in the world today to focus my thoughts and time into. A lot of my disconnect and self doubt is coming from my disconnect with God. I
will be heading to the Christian Bible store this weekend to get a study or devotional to help guide my thoughts on more important things that are bigger than myself. I also want to start a prayer journal so please feel free to send me any prayer requests, my email is in "contact me", so I can begin to focus on others instead of myself!
On a happier note, my mom is coming tomorrow to check out our potential apartment for next year! Fingers crossed that she likes it and thinks its a good deal!
I hope you all have an amazing friday night! I'm praying for you all!
6 comments:
You will just never be able to please everyone regardless of how nice you are. You have to know that God made you to be YOU, just the way you are and if people don't like that then they are missing out!
On another note...
Love the idea of hanging the wreath on your apartment door! My favorite part is being able to switch the flowers out! Have fun!
Kristen, I think we've all had those days and weeks. And I know they're rough. I feel the same way a lot..isn't being nice supposed to get you somewhere? I mean who doesn't like a nice person right? I'm sure there are plenty of people who think very highly of you though. I wish we could be real life friends and I could come give you a hug! Just thought you should know. :)
Koko! You ARE nice and people DO like you! I'm sorry you've been feeling this way lately. I hope you know that I'm here for you, I love you, and I think you're great. I'm praying for you and for confidence and strength in yourself and in the Lord. ps. Can I come with you to Lifeway? I want to get a devo too.
I hate times like that when you just feel down in the dumps. Sending virtual hugs and loves your way, my dear. Next week will rock, fingers crossed.
I know this feeling too. I hope it gets better for you - it's a new week now! PS. I like you and I've never even "met" you! hehe. :)
Feel better, Kristen!! Everyone has those kind of moods every now and then. I think you are nice, and I like you (even though, as Leah said, we have never "met" before lol)!
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